A Slut’s first diary entry…. over 2 years a

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A Slut’s first diary entry…. over 2 years aSooo…Once on xhamster (dot) com i found a posting for hypno trancing a sissy to luvBBC. i found it very HOT. (Funny – i was never into black men, and never the man in the vids.) i never wanted to wear panties or gurlclothes, but occasionally goof around with my girlfriends and slip their pantieson as a joke (right!). i did luv sluts who give their bodies over to cocks andcum and turn themselves into living sex toys. Creampie gangbang and shemale vidswere my fav.) i started searching for more.i found some more from the original poster, then found her blog, then more andbetter blogs. i knew that sissy hypno vids were my new favorite perversity.i have been regularly (everyday) viewing hypno vids for about a month or two now(or three?). i visit xhamster for new shemale and cumeating vids every morning.i visit annamalice’s blogspot multiple times a day waiting for some new hypnotrip to throw me over the edge (because i edge for days silly!). i have savednumerous presets and vid clips on my system for when the new vids posted don’tdo it for me.Now…i eat my own pre ALL THE TIME. (In fact, during a recent sex fest with my lover,i inadvertently scoped a nice drop of pre off my slit right onto my tonguewithout realizing i was doing it! Thank GOD She was facing away right then!)Many times i eat my load. i am disappointed when i can’t / don’t eat it.(Sometimes i lose my mind when cumming and i luv the feeling of my jizz on myhand, chest – then, sometimes, i lose my desire and i am no better than all thestuck up bitches who don’t appreciate a nice load 🙁 i have managed to get a fewruined loads on my tongue and THEN eat a massive load twice! Once a startedscooping the mess into my slut mouth i couldn’t get enough and i kept cummingand cumming and cumming (and eating ;)i sit on a beautiful glass cock i bought for my pussy. my glass Daddy take mesooo HARD! i steal my gf glass dildo (more of a staged, plug than a cock really)and wear it while she’s not home. i stole two pairs of panties of hers (shenever wears them) and slip them on while wanking. (a pretty pink fully lace “V”shape, and a satin blue g-string – i luv the pink ones – but they don’t ‘hold’me in!). Recently i started to try on her pantyhose. That’s scary because ididn’t want to ruin them (she only has one pair).Late at night i love to smoke weed and cigarettes, turn out the lights, wear myheadphones and take my mind away.In the morning i like to smoke weed, wear my panties, watch vids, listen tohypno vids with headphones, play with my glass Daddy.During illegal bahis the afternoon / evening…. i TRY to act normal. Sometimes i will stillbe wearing the pink lacy “V” under my undies. i touch myself all day. i readporn on asstr – preferring sissy / culckold / humiliation / TG fiction to therest (but i’m open!).THEN….i met HER. SHE found me online and started to chat. my heart was RACING! Thiswas the first interaction with someone who knew my faggot sissy self. i told heri had been ‘window shopping’ online for some new panties, my own stockings. iexpected praise. SHE told me that a good girl wears heels. A good girl buysheels in the store. A good girl wears at least a four inch heel.i was very scared.i couldn’t wear a four inch heel – i won’t be able to stand.i couldn’t go to a store and buy heels – i’m not feminine!i don’t xdress in public!SHE didn’t care.i realized that being able to walk means nothing when my heels are in the airlike a good slut!i realized that i needed to please HER.i HAD to be a public humiliated sissy slut to please HER.TODAY….i was on the road for the first time in a week. my recently sprained ankle wasfeeling ok, and the swelling has gone down. Did this mean my excuses were gone?i told myself i could do it. i had a plan.First – WalMart. The store is big enough, with enough customers that maybe icould find my shoes, try them on, and get out of there without getting anyladies upset. (i did NOT want to be thrown out for being a perv!) Besides, thereare enough locations that i could hit one away from home, and people who wouldrecognize me.On my way to the shoe dept, i walked through the intimates section 😉 ! I sawsome nice boy short panties that might hold my prick in – gotta check back tothose. i found the hose isle – hehe! i examined the available selection, andpicked out a couple. i found a pair of sheer toe black lace-top thigh-highs -BEAUTIFUL! i also found a pair of sheer, nude control-top slimming pantyhose – icould barely contain myself! i wanted to rip open the packages and feel thenylon on my skin! i couldn’t carry them around, so i stashed them for the tripback through to the registers.Unfortunately, WalMart is the WORST place to look for sexy shoes, not to mentionthe totally lack of any heels whatsoever! My plan was shot.Dejected, i picked-up my stash of hose, and went to browse the panties. (Havingpurchased lingerie before this was easier than the heels shopping!) Maybe it wasmy mood – but nothing was appealing. Off to the register with my two pair ofhose.As the lady was ringing up the sale, youwin i got brave. i was an obvious man buyingtwo pair of totally different hose (obviously not an ’emergency pickup for aspecial occasion’). i asked the lady “Excuse me. Do you know when i can buy apair of heels around here?” **blush!**She looked at me strange, “What?” i repeated my request, then added that thestore’s shoe selection was pretty bad – “nothing pretty at all”. **smile!** :)She thought about it, then was not helpful at all. i guess she never wore heels,or wanted to be sexy, it didn’t look that way anyway.i got to the car, already nervous and trembling with the bag of contraband in myhand. i coolly pulled into the back of the huge parking lot. i slipped my shoes,socks, and jeans. i slid those beautiful thigh-highs up my legs and re-dressed.OH GOD – it was SOOOO HOT!!FUCK! i HAD TO BUY HEELS! i NEEDED IT! To the mall!Into Sears i went. The ladies shoe dept was small – but sufficient. The godssmiled on me, and the only salesMAN was very involved with a ‘special needs’family and their grown daughter. i was able to browse in peace. One ladyshopping gave me a look as i wandered up and down the isle pickup one heel afteranother. She left.i found two potential pairs (in my size! more difficult than it sounds), aslutty black number, and a strappy slivery pair with rhinestones imbedded in thestraps across the toes. Both were very tall. i gathered both together and founda semi-secluded bench to try them on. my original plan was to carry them over tomens, and hide the boxes in between mens shoes as i tried them. But – the deptstore is not WalMart, and both sections were separated by the entire store. Inladies shoes i was stuck. i quickly slid off my shoe from my foot, off camethe sock. Having the stockings on was proving to be the best choice all day!i slipped the black heel on – looked very hot on my stockinged toes. Just then -an ugly witch walked buy, looked at me with disgust, and moved on. i panicked. iwas ready to bolt – but i hadn’t tried on the other heel yet. i HAD to see mystocking feet in that shoe! i watched the witch – she left right away, with apurpose which made me think she was going to complain. i had to move fast.i slipped the sliver heels on. Oh. My. God.The rhinestones seemed to just catch the light. my black thigh-highs making myfoot look soo sexy against the silver satin. FUCK – i had to take it off. Timeto make my decision. I can’t afford both – and TWO pairs of heels in a huge sizewould be too difficult to hide. i would have to settle on youwin güvenilir mi one pair now.As i was putting my sock back on over my stockings – the salesman walked by. Didhe smirk? “Finding everything okay?” i lowered my eyes – i couldn’t see hislaughter. “Yes. I’m okay. Thanks.”i looked again in both boxes – both sets of heels were hot. The silver onesseemed to have a slightly higher heel though – and i knew that would make HERhappy. i put the black slut heels back in their proper place for another hugefooted sissy cum lover to find.http://www.sears.com/shc/s/p_10153_12605_054T0093000P?blockNo=6&blockType=G6&prd\No=6&i_cntr=1307657056120(FYI – once i got home i measured the heel – standing from floor to top of heel(in back) is exactly four inches! The site above lists the heel at 3 7/8 (iguess they measure the euro way – to the middle of the heel)i picked up my new heels and made my way to intimates. (Hey what could i do? -there was a sale!) i found three hot pair of panties. Two hot Joe Boxerhot-pants boy briefs (one HOT pink with black trim – more of a hot shorts, theother much closer to a mans tighty-whitey brief style with very high cut hips -black with pink trim) i felt these would be good to wear under my pants as theywere stretchy cotton, yet still very girly. i also picked them with a cut ithink can hold me in place (we’ll see). Right before i left, i saw another fulllace HOT PINK panty. High waist, high hips / leg, and most of all a full frontto hold me in. Entirely HOT PINK LACE. These will be my new favorites!To the register… a young sweetheart behind the machine. She smiled, and so didi as i placed my man-sized heels and three slutty large(er) sized panties on thecounter. She opened the heels box to check them. She said “I love those heels -Very pretty!”Did she know? idk – but – she kept smiling.”i know, i thought they were the prettiest pair you have in heels. Hard to get areal nice pair you like, you know?” (like i had EVER bought heels before!) Thiswas my way of letting her know her suspicion were correct. **blush!**i paid my bill and left elated.However, i wasn’t done.The food court is right there… with public restrooms… i DO have to pee… iwonder if these panties fit?…. what do both heels look like on? FUCK i’mruined.Into the handicapped stall. Shoes off, pants off, socks off, shirt off. HOT PINKlace panties ON! Feel my smooth legs! SHIT. into the heels – very difficult, butwith the help of the handicapped rails i managed to stand there – in my fuckmeheels, in thigh-high black lace top stockings, and pink lacy panties. i wasdripping without being hard.What have these vids done to me? Sure i was curious, and even experimental whenyounger – but i was never a xdresser, never a sissy. Heels? Stockings?i fear i am too far gone already.The End…. For now!

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