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All of his heart reached out to her but she just wouldn’t have him. So he walked away. For a brief moment he stopped at the door and questioned his decision to leave her alone then decided it was best.
Cameron wondered if she had been just a bit too harsh with her words, but they needed to be said. This thing between Dianne and Will was dangerous, fragile, and pure. From around the hall corner she watched her friend clutch to herself as Will reached out and touched her. She saw the look on her face as he got up and walked away from her. She also saw that twitch in his movement at the door.
After she wandered back to her room she sat in her window seat and thought of them as well as her and Alex. He was just as bad as Dianne had said he was. She smiled as the memory of the night before flooded her mind with images and the knowledge she had taught him a few new tricks. Still it was just what he needed to get over Dianne and it was just what she needed to get over him.
She took a deep breath and sighed as she realized that she not only had sex with her best friend’s ex-boyfriend but she had done so in Dianne’s bed. There is only shame in this fact.
Eventually Dianne wondered out of the corner and found Cam in her room changing the sheets. She didn’t say anything just went to her desk and started writing. She would never sleep on those sheets again, they held shame and a furious anger as well as betrayal.
“I’ll wash these for you.” Cam said.
“Keep them. You already used them. Might as well, Cam.”
Dianne didn’t answer, there was nothing else she could say that would help ease or ignite the anger she felt welling inside her. The damage was done. She heard Cam gather up the sheets and flee from the room, leaving a freshly changed bed and a scent of lilac and lavender air freshener.
Getting up from the desk, she stripped her clothes and threw them in the corner; in the mirror she could still see where Will had deposited himself on her chest. She touched it with a longing before gathering her towel and finally stepping into the shower.
She stood there letting the warm water wash over her body, letting it explore all her skin’s crevices and planting their soothing feeling on them. As if on cue the tears started to well in her eyes again as they slowly made their way down her face.
She leaned her back against the white tile wall and let herself slide down; she rested her arms on her knees and watched the steady stream of hot water before her eyes fall and splash on the ground. She closed her eyes and tried to shake off her feelings, instead her mind greeted her with images of the afternoon session she had with Will.
Her skin could still feel the way his fingers roamed her body, that soft touch full of warmth and tender passion. She bit her lip in anticipation as her mind filled with feelings of him feeling her clit and how wonderful it felt to have him inside her. It was a feeling of complete fulfillment.
Without realizing what she was doing, her hands started to massage her breasts. Pinching, pulling, and even twisting her nipples. She loved the feeling of having them pinched, it was dirty but oh so erotic. She opened her eyes and sighed as she figured out what she was doing. She wondered if just maybe this one time, she’d be able to get herself off by herself. Yet she doubted it and ceased her assault of her own body.
Alex was sitting outside on the front steps when Dianne finally got up the courage to face the world outside. There were no words that would ever come out of his mouth that would ever forgive him of what had transpired a few hours earlier.
“Dianne…” He started to say something but the look in her face was enough for him to stop.
“Alex, you can’t say anything that will forgive you. Nor can I say anything to sooth you about your own feelings. What you and Cam did last night, on my own bed, was unforgivable. I will always feel the betrayal beşiktaş anal yapan escort you two made each time I look at it. I will always hear the sounds you both made. I will always remember how I felt last night. What you have done is nothing compared to what I ever did to you.” She started to walk away.
She only made it halfway down the path to her car when she heard him say, “I loved you. You broke my heart. All I ever wanted was you but you hurt me. I’m sorry I hurt you. I understand you’ll never forgive me but I’ll never forgive you either. You know what today was?”
“No.” What was today?
He sighed. “Today was the day I had originally planned to ask you to marry me. A long time ago back before we started dating, today was the day I first saw you. Your hair was brown then.” He stopped and reached into his pocket and pulled out a small black box. “Funny, isn’t it? I still carry it around with me.”
“Alex, you and I aren’t right for each other.”
“Yeah, I figured that out. I’m not sorry that we broke up, maybe it was for the best but I can’t help my own feelings.”
“Maybe one day when we both take our heads out of our own asses we can get past this and be friends again?”
“I don’t know Alex, right now I don’t think that’s probable.”
He nodded, fully understanding what he was asking. “So what are you up to today?”
For the first time all day, she smiled. “To look for a new bed…and my own apartment.”
This is one of the few reasons he loved her so much. She had a way of letting you off the hook for one thing, but not fully for the other. “If you want, I can help, I know someone that’s trying to sublet his place.”
She considered it for a moment. “I don’t think I’m going to take you up on your offer. I need to find it on my own. I think its about time I actually grew up, don’t you say?”
Now it was his turn to smile, which he did, fully displaying his teeth. “I think we both ought to.”
“Goodbye, Alex.” The way he looked at her then froze her in her tracks. He was looking at her as if she had said something wrong. “What?”
“Wasn’t it always you who always said, ‘Never say goodbye, you just never know when they might turn up again.’?”
She let out an audible snort, “I guess I was wrong.” And with that she walked to her car and drove off.
“So how much does she hate you?” Cam asked as soon as Alex walked through the door.
“Enough.” He looked at her. “I heard what you said to her last night.”
Cam looked to the floor then. “I was a little harsh.”
“A little? You were a downright bitch!”
“I realize that. She wouldn’t even look at me this morning.”
“Can you blame her for not wanting to? Last night was a mistake. Yet it was the best sex of my life.” He didn’t know how to feel. Before him was a tall, voluptuous, blonde woman who had an extremely kinky side that just turned him on to the core. However, on the other hand she was a narcissistic manipulative bitch, nonetheless he liked that too.
As if on cue to what he said, Cam placed a hand on his chest and walked into him. With her other hand she wrapped it around his neck and pulled him to her. “So you liked it huh?” She smiled, then looked behind her and raised an eyebrow.
This time she led him to her room.
A week later, Dianne had found her own apartment and moved in. There was only one thing left to do before she could officially start over with her life. William. Since the day he left things have been strained between them.
Once she parked her car, she made her way about down the familiar hallways to his office. Once there, she was a bit surprised that he wasn’t at his desk, but she figured that he had some kind of meeting so she went in and sat down. For thirty minutes she sat there and waited, listening for his footsteps around the corner that would mean what she came here to do was near.
It was a bit unnerving beşiktaş bdsm escort when Will came around the corner and stopped as he starred at the legs that were stretched on his desk. How long has she been here for? It wasn’t the first time that she had shown up here unannounced but it was the first time that he found himself not wanting her here. It had been a bad day already, but seeing her face just told him that it was about to get a lot worse. Instead of showing his worry, he came in with a big grin on his face and pulled back the chair and kissed her. “What do I owe the pleasure of your company today?”
She smiled, “Just missed you.”
“Well aren’t you sweet?”
“Always. Are you busy?”
“Not right now, why?”
“Just wanted to talk and enjoy your company, that’s all.”
He smiled. She loves him, he knew it, but something in her eyes was holding back the emotion he’s seen in them before. He couldn’t let her go just yet, he wasn’t ready to.
He recalled over the last week her breakdown in the corner when she asked him to leave. It had been the hardest thing he’d ever had to deal with. The next day when he came by to see her she had accused him of being a coward and had thrown her fits at his chest, pounding him. Trying to hurt him, but she didn’t realize that what hurt most was when she screamed “I hate you!” at him from the top of her lungs. He could have dropped to his knees then and begged her forgiveness but didn’t, he had to remain strong. He had made her a promise that he’d never leave her again and if he did that he’d always find a way to always remain within an arms distance.
He closed his eyes to the memory; it was too painful to remember how damaged she was when she found out about all the lies and deceit going on behind her back with her closest friends.
Letting his eyes travel the length of her body, he couldn’t help but find himself straining against his pants. She was wearing her tall black leather boots, a mid-thigh blue skirt, and a very low v-necked white argyle shirt (that showed nearly her entire breast bone). He could also tell that she was wearing the very sexy little black bra underneath that she had asked him to pick out. Her normally shoulder length red hair had been straightened (which brought the length down to approximately right above the pretty pink nipples underneath). She was absolutely stunning today.
She blushed, “Thank you.”
He reached out and cupped the side of her face in his hand, just gazing into her bright green eyes. He couldn’t help but think back to that first day when he’d laid eyes on her that she’d be sitting here in his office looking at him like this. Her eyes betrayed her, in them she didn’t smile, there was only a sadness and determined ferocity that he had come to love.
Sensing what he was truly wanting at that moment, she got up and sat on his desk, spreading her legs part enough for him to realize she was giving him permission to touch. She watched as his hands slid up her thighs before raising her own eyes to meet his. They held their gaze while he lightly picked her up off the desk enough to slide the black lace matching panties down her legs. Still without breaking his gaze, she reached out and unzipped his pants and pushed them down to his feet. In her hand she could feel his cock straining against the soft cotton holding it in.
A moan escaped his lips as he felt her stroking him. Still stroking her inner thighs he reached a little further under her skirt and lightly stroked her clit. One long stroke of his finger and it was drenched in her soft velvety fluid. He cleaned his finger in his mouth before reaching under and pulling her to the edge of the desk. There wasn’t enough time for foreplay, he had another meeting soon.
He leaned down and kissed her lips before pushing her legs open wider and plunging his cock into her. This time it was a moan from her lips. She leaned back on the desk and arched her back at beşiktaş elit escort each thrust. She needed this, it was the final release as he pounded his hips into her harder and harder, making her gasp and sink her hands into his shoulders and cling her body to his.
He watched as her body erupted in an orgasm, it was strong and hard. His eyes traveled the length from her neck down to her heaving chest to the still smooth rumbling stomach. Her orgasm is beautiful as he kept thrusting into her trying to prolong it. He felt his own coming watching her and soon spilled into her. Her body clamped down on him and milked him clean.
She sat over and slumped over trying to catch her breath while he fell back into his chair and looked at her, watching his seed slowly coming out from between her lower lips.
As soon as she had enough strength, she stood up and reached over and cupped Will’s face in her hands and kissed him, opening his mouth and forcing her tongue in his mouth before letting to and whispering, “I can’t do this anymore.”
He just looked at her now, unbelieving. “What?”
“This is it, Will. Our end. I can’t do this anymore.”
“Why?” His voice shook and tears started to swell in his eyes.
“Because you don’t love me.” She placed a finger on his lips before he could say anything in rebuttal. “You don’t. I know it, I can feel it. Yes, I love you and I always will. You made me feel again. I’ll never forget that.” She felt her own eyes beginning to swell with tears while she watched his brimming over and falling slowly down his face. “You came into my life at just the right time, I was giving up on love. Then you happen! I also know that I came into yours at the right time as well. You were so closed off and sheltering yourself behind a wall of guilt and pain. I made you feel, to let down your guard and experience life again with new eyes. But I can’t trust you not to leave like that again. Every time we fight now all I’m going to think of is that this time he’s going to walk out and never come back. Personally, I can’t live that way and neither can you.” She grabbed his hands in hers and held them to her lips and kissed the inside of his palm before kneeling down in front of him, one last time. “You are so smart, so compassionate, so romantic, so loyal, so loving, it hurts me to see you sell yourself short for someone like me. Don’t say that I’m selling myself short because I’m not. I know me. I can’t make you happy. I’m overly critical and sarcastic and short-tempered and well just plain out lazy with a lot of emotional baggage. You don’t need that. Nobody does.” She leaned forward and kissed him again letting her tears fall. “I’ll always be your friend, no matter what, lean on me when you need to in the future, but don’t cling to me now. Let me go, I’m releasing you to find someone that will make you happy. To love you the way you deserve, and for you to love them back equally.”
He tried clutching her hands to make her stay, but all he could do was sit there and lightly croak out her name as he walked out the door and out of his life.
It was only then that he noticed that she had left him her black panties. Something to remember her by. He picked them up and held them in his hands, “Goodbye, Dianne.”
Eventually both Dianne and William moved on with their lives. It was hard on both sides but they managed. William finally saw what Dianne was trying to tell him that day before he married a few years later. Dianne never married, she lived with her fiancé until one day she met her fate and died, nobody knew she had a weak heart until it was too late. William went to her funeral and mourned her passing. Like clockwork he still visits her grave the day she broke up with him all those years ago and silently thanks her.
Cameron and Alex didn’t work out as they both knew it wouldn’t. Cam eventually contracted the HIV virus and used her own foolish behavior to try and prevent girls from making her mistakes. Alex died of a drug over-dose after a long night of partying with his frat brothers.
Dianne and Cameron stopped being close friends after the incident. Dianne had moved out and moved on with her life to try and make things better for herself. Cameron just kept spiraling downward.
A wise person once said, “Its better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all.”
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